Another letter by another fan, you must be thinking this way. But when talking about your favorite star, there is no harm in sharing your feelings, views and thoughts. I was planning to write this letter to you from past 6-7 years but could not gather the courage. Or you can say, a fear in me, which pushed me not to write it. I don’t know if you are reading this letter or not. I don’t know if it will touch your heart but I am writing because I have always wanted to. Love for you, which is engraved and packed inside my heart can’t be expressed just in few words, few sentences or few pages. In fact, my love can’t be expressed in this way.
It has always been my dream to meet you personally because I want you to remember me as a TRUE SRKian. I want to hug you for at least 10 minutes so that I can led all my worries, tensions and sorrows flushing out from my body in the form of tears.
Yes! I have the SRK wall in my room, which is but obvious for any fan to have. I had spent 3 hours and 13 minutes in decorating this SRK wall. Are you in this dilemma that how I know the exact timing? Well! I checked the clock before building this SRK Wall. *wink*
I have more than 150 books in my library but this was my DREAM BOOK to buy. I always wanted YOU to be situated on the table where I work. In fact, you are situated in every corner of my room. And don’t ask me WHY?
You know, I have dreamt of many cute little things in my life. But one and only dream, which I want and wish to come true is to meet you in this life. Yeah, it is not easy but it is not impossible either. People tell me that I won’t be able to meet you because you are a big celebrity but I don’t believe in words like they say. You might be a big STAR but you are also too close to your lovers. Inshah Allah, we will meet one day. I have waited for 17 years to meet you personally.
I still remember the day when the watched Kabhi Han Kabhi Na with my father. He said, “I like SRK because he is true to his family, his wife and look the way he acts. This movie teaches life lessons and that is the reason I respect him.”
I can watch you for a lifetime. I can read you for a lifetime. I do have a lot to say but it would be great if I do that in person. I don’t know if you remember that I sent you a handmade scrapbook during the time when Chennai Express released. I don’t know if you have even received it but I made it with pure heart and lots of love.
But what NEXT?
You know, my brother has always been very supportive. No matter, what I do, he is there to guide me. He has taught me life lessons. Being her small and only sister, he pampers me a lot. But if I am wrong, he takes the stand to tell me my faults.
The people around me knows very well how much I am attached to you. If you get hurt in a movie, I cry. If you are not doing well, I feel bad. But is it right? Being attached to a public figure is ok but exceeding the limit is a good thing? Many times I requested my brother to make me meet you, just once. He never denied, rather he said, ‘Yes, I will.’ He never refused me for anything, until and unless it is right. I know it is nearly impossible to make my dream come true but I trust my brother and his words. I love you unconditionally but the emotions are to be controlled, right?
I apologize in advance if anything from this letter hurt you. I never do anything to hurt anyone. You know, being a blogger, I have never skipped any event of yours. Being a fan, I have never missed any contest. Being a lover, I have never forgot to keep you in my prayers. Like always, I pray you get all the happiness of the world. I pray you get healthier and wealthier each passing day.
Thank you everything, Shah! Thank you for entertaining the world with your classy style, ravishing looks, awesome acting and those cute dimples accompanied by an adorable smile.
Love you to the moon and back and back to the moon and back. In short, infinitely.